I was five years old in
February 1964. The Ed Sullivan Show was a 7:00 p.m. Sunday night ritual in our
home, followed by Bonanza at 8:00. There I was sitting cross legged in front of
the black and white television, ready for the evening’s entertainment.
And then it happened.
The Beatles. The Beatles happened.
Jangly electric guitars. Ringo’s slap-dash on the drums. The
matching suits, the Beatle boots, those innocent, devilish grins. And the faces
melting off of every teenage girl in the audience. I couldn’t believe what I
was seeing. It was difficult to breath.
A lot of things came to the surface in that moment,
truths I’m still trying to process after all these years. But the clearest truth
of all was this – that rock and roll was a community experience – it shattered
who you were and dragged you dancing and twitching toward what you were
becoming. And we were becoming together. It was tribal. What happened to that?
Last night I was watching the director’s cut of Michael
Wadleigh’s ground-breaking 1970 documentary Woodstock
and it all came back – that sixties ethos of music as communal experience. But
even more evident was the unmistakable quality of abandon. On the Ed Sullivan
show the Beatles exhibited just enough recklessness to make the music seem dangerous
and spontaneous, like they were discovering it right along with you. It was
anything but canned. But five years later, at Woodstock, the undisciplined,
frenzied side of rock and roll was starting to unravel. The performances at
Woodstock were notoriously uneven. There were moments of transcendent magic,
and if I’m being honest, puddles of pure mediocrity. Those fields weren’t the
only things getting muddy. Too much Dionysus and not enough Apollo. Too many
drugs and not enough sleep. Trusting the muse to carry you through your
performance is one thing. But it helps if you can at least tune your guitar.
But here’s what really struck me: no matter what was
happening on stage, or not happening, the audience was into it 100%. No one had
a cell phone – they hadn’t been invented yet. Everyone simply paid attention.
To the bands and to each other. Over that three day weekend on Yasgur’s farm in
upstate New York a remarkable community sprung from the soil like mushrooms
after a spring rain. A community of presence and immediacy. And it was all
shockingly uneventful, non-violent, and loving. People took care of each other.
Because it’s the right thing to do. And because the music showed them how.
But back to the abandon – a quality that poured off of
every frame of the film, both on stage and off. The frenzied surrender of the
music, the limitless faith that no matter how bad I stumble, I will be held
aloft by the gods of rock and this band of merry-makers around me. It was
almost frightening how raw and authentic the music was. This sense of abandon
is a quality that has been completely sanitized out of all contemporary music,
at great loss. Everything is so aseptically perfect now. In 1969 there were no
click tracks, no tuners (let alone Auto-Tune), and very few effects pedals. It
was just raw, primitive amplification and raw, uncaged talent, skittering on
the edge of disaster. Nobody does that anymore. Everyone’s so careful.
Everything’s so planned. Sure, the results were mixed. Some of the music was a
little too rough. That’s what happens when you take chances and play naked
without a safety net.
In the planning stages, Creedence Clearwater Revival was
the first big-name band that signed on. Then all the other big bands followed. Because
of the reigning chaos CCR ended up playing at 3:00 a.m. Sunday morning. Who
knows how it sounded. None of their music made it into the final edit of the
film – notorious perfectionist John Fogerty wouldn’t allow it. Jefferson
Airplane had so such qualms however, and forgive me Airplane fans, but it
shows.
Fast forward to today. So much has changed. All of the old
streams through which music flowed into our lives have run dry. We used to
learn about new bands and new songs on the radio, but radio’s abandoned that
role. We used to line up at the record store to buy physical albums on the day
they were released. Then we’d listen to them over and over in each other’s
houses on giant stereos with huge speakers, dissecting every note, learning
every lyric, and memorizing the liner notes. Then we’d argue about all of it
all day at school. None of that happens anymore.
Radio has been replaced by digital streaming and
subscription services like YouTube, Spotify, Apple, Amazon, and the rest. You
build your own private playlists. We all walk around with our ear buds in, lost
in our own little world. Music used to bring us together. Now it isolates us.
Sure,
people still go to concerts. But it feels different now. You’re either talking
to the people around you, or videotaping the concert on your phone to show all
of your social media friends that you’re at the concert without really being at the concert at all. How ironic.
Every time I go hiking I come across people blaring music
out of the tiny speakers on their phones – speakers the size of pencil erasers
– music so crushed by compression and so diminished in its dynamic range that
I’m pretty sure Marconi himself had higher audio quality on the first radio ever
invented. We’re going backwards.
Those of us who are recording artists are struggling to
figure out how to position ourselves in this new reality. Why record albums anymore? No one buys them.
People who listen to my music do so through streaming services like Spotify and
Apple Music. I get paid pennies for those streams. I hear Apple is doing
alright. The CEO of Spotify has a jet.
It’s no one’s fault. Technology changes. We will always
make music, we will always love music, and we will always need music. We’re
just not sure how to connect all the dots anymore.
Digitization, software, and hardware have taken over
everything. And we’ve accepted it. Now, people pay top dollar to go to a
“concert” where pre-recorded tracks are played over the PA and five or six
rappers amble around on stage performing their spoken word pieces. When it’s
good I actually love this stuff. But it’s hard to be spontaneous when you’re
locked into a prerecorded track. Where’s the danger in that?
Rock and roll needs to be dangerous. It needs to be
bat-shit crazy. It needs to ooze sexuality. Even the practiced ribaldry of
Cardi B seems tame – corporatized, commodified, and stripped clean of all its
humanity, the essential element of all authentic sexual attraction. Say what
you will about the sloppiness of the performances at Woodstock – you knew you
were watching actual human beings doing amazing things in real time. You could feel it.
I don’t know where music’s headed next. It isn’t for me
to say. But whatever it’s doing, and however it’s doing it, I’ll be listening.
1 comment:
Excellent insight and reflection about music and how it has changed with technology and the ages. I'm from the generation of vinyl records, LPs and 45s, and listening to music on the radio... until MTV, a Walkman, the iPod and Streaming changed it all. I enjoy both worlds -- old school and new media -- but something is lost as you say, community listening and storytelling in music. With so much horrific news these days, where are the original voices speaking truth to power? Where are all the singer/songwriters tapping into our national pride or anger or fear? Where is today's Dion? Jim Croce? James Taylor? Tracy Chapman? Stevie Nicks? I'll tune in or listen to today's music on any platform... just give me a worthy reason to listen along with entertainment.
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